My journey from fat and depressed to just depressed. I have to work on one thing at a time!

Thursday, January 24, 2008

Frustration!

What gives I've been good for the past 2 days and I'm still at the weight I was last week! I really don't understand what I'm doing wrong! I've been under my fat and calorie intake and I've been drinking my water. I even have a new Pilate's machine that I've done every night for 3 nights! I can't stand this. I really don't want to be 238 at the end of January. I'm about to just give up! It's like my body is telling me that I will always be fat and to stop trying! This is harder than I thought it would be. I've been doing this for over a year and I've only lost 40 pounds! AAARRRRGGGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Mare

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